HAPPY

Updates!!!

Alright here is what I have done recently.

1) Went to JB and bought quite a few items but spent less than S$100. The sales assistant there are pure shit anyhow, lousy attitude, arrogant, unapproachable. All okay!

2) Bought HotShot to kill time home.

3) Watched a few movies. Next up will be YES MAN.

Plus, my bro bought me a bag as a belated birthday gift. Thank you so much MM!

CAMP.LESS

YES, camp-less life is what I really enjoy. Wake up as and when I want, do whatever I want, go where ever i want... These are so enjoyable man, even though it will only be temporary. Still left a month or so of camp life, before I begin to breathe in the air of liberation (=

Feel so much refreshed after days of rest at home, even though I had plenty of time on hand, I found it lazy to blog often. Sincerely apologise for that ya! But then again, don't really have much to blog on ma, because what I actually accomplished during this 2 weeks is really plenty of rest!

Oh but I remember this bag by 4skin at Heeren, it's really nice but expensive. I think cost $79.90. Lets hope I can find motivation to buy it fast.

REGRETS

Supposed to be a promising week. Turns out to be a bad one.

I regret... believing in my direct superiors.

I regret... working hard for them.

I regret... tolerating their nonsense.

I regret... accommodating my colleagues.

I regret... trusting the wrong people.

Reason behind those regrets? Everyone else gets to clear offs from today onwards, but poor me... I got called back to camp to help settle some last minute hiccup. Think that's all, think again. Tomorrow i got to head back camp again, and I have to book in on Sunday night, after being told I have to be in camp by 0545hrs on Monday! Over and above all this crap, my offs for next week aren't even confirmed. Have to complete all these tasks before I check back with Chocolate King for confirmation.

Everyone in camp knows that I deserve more than all these crap and is willing to fight for me. But why the heck don't my direct superiors feel that way? I have been doing all the chores while some sucker just snatch all the credits. I really hope all these will come to an end. Be fair to me, will you?

HOUSEKEEPING

Whaaaa!!! Darn tired, but darn glad too (=

Had a busy afternoon clearing junks from my house's living room, looks so much neater now.

Hmm, next week seems a promising week for me. I THINK there is only 2 working days, so Wednesday to Friday will be off days. Anyhow, December will be a promising month with all the leaves, the offs and the public holidays! Ohh and I will be going to Malaysia, just to kill some time.

PASSED

Yay! Cleared my BTT!

Next up will be application of PDL and booking of FTT.

88 days left before I ORD harharhar!!

Recently I am so caught between choices - to buy or not to buy, to go or not to go, to do or not to do.. blah blah.. Simple yet difficult choices, I think my judgment is being affected by my ORD mood. Its simply unbearable, when something is so near yet so far.

Today? Slack at home till EPL matches start! I deserve a good rest from a hectic week.

OFF

Haha. Had a wonderful day free from work today. I was on the verge of suffering from burnout prior to this man. Made a new pair of spectacles yesterday, not by espirit, but nonetheless a pair of red spectacles. Available for collection on Friday (=

4 more darn weeks before my leave kicks in. Getting more and more excited. I hope all my remaining work days will be smooth-sailing, since I am pretty sure all my days away from camp will be fruitful, enterprising, relax, happy and wonderful.

Come Friday come!

RAGE

Not too long ago, I hear people telling me I am quite a pushover and that I should learn to say no. I tried and I thought people will understand. Unfortunately, people are selfish. They befriend you for a reason, they tell you that you should not say no, so you end up being used by them. Well, not everyone are like that. My buddy isn't, majority of my circle of friends are not like that and of course my mentor will not be like that. I chanced upon this despicable human nature at a place where you meet people from uhhh... all walks of life? Yea, you guessed right. In the army.

Also not too long ago, I started to believe that real friends can be found in camp, but I was wrong. Get me to name someone really worth knowing in my army days, and I will be dumbfounded. I can sincerely give you 1 name - Jerry - only, simply because he differs from the rest of the pack, in a positive way. Maybe he is an outcast, but that makes me one too. Best part about him, I DID NOT get to know him at my camp. Now that is a big fat zero for the number of people worth knowing in my camp.

My last 77 working days in camp. Should be alot lesser given the fact that I did not include my leaves and off days into that value. I have no special request for these remaining days, I just want to ORD in peace and avoid any sort of conflict. I thank all my superiors who have taken good care of me and I hope those insensitive ones will learn to be more understanding.