RAGE

Not too long ago, I hear people telling me I am quite a pushover and that I should learn to say no. I tried and I thought people will understand. Unfortunately, people are selfish. They befriend you for a reason, they tell you that you should not say no, so you end up being used by them. Well, not everyone are like that. My buddy isn't, majority of my circle of friends are not like that and of course my mentor will not be like that. I chanced upon this despicable human nature at a place where you meet people from uhhh... all walks of life? Yea, you guessed right. In the army.

Also not too long ago, I started to believe that real friends can be found in camp, but I was wrong. Get me to name someone really worth knowing in my army days, and I will be dumbfounded. I can sincerely give you 1 name - Jerry - only, simply because he differs from the rest of the pack, in a positive way. Maybe he is an outcast, but that makes me one too. Best part about him, I DID NOT get to know him at my camp. Now that is a big fat zero for the number of people worth knowing in my camp.

My last 77 working days in camp. Should be alot lesser given the fact that I did not include my leaves and off days into that value. I have no special request for these remaining days, I just want to ORD in peace and avoid any sort of conflict. I thank all my superiors who have taken good care of me and I hope those insensitive ones will learn to be more understanding.