Wednesday, October 29, 2008

RAGE

Not too long ago, I hear people telling me I am quite a pushover and that I should learn to say no. I tried and I thought people will understand. Unfortunately, people are selfish. They befriend you for a reason, they tell you that you should not say no, so you end up being used by them. Well, not everyone are like that. My buddy isn't, majority of my circle of friends are not like that and of course my mentor will not be like that. I chanced upon this despicable human nature at a place where you meet people from uhhh... all walks of life? Yea, you guessed right. In the army.

Also not too long ago, I started to believe that real friends can be found in camp, but I was wrong. Get me to name someone really worth knowing in my army days, and I will be dumbfounded. I can sincerely give you 1 name - Jerry - only, simply because he differs from the rest of the pack, in a positive way. Maybe he is an outcast, but that makes me one too. Best part about him, I DID NOT get to know him at my camp. Now that is a big fat zero for the number of people worth knowing in my camp.

My last 77 working days in camp. Should be alot lesser given the fact that I did not include my leaves and off days into that value. I have no special request for these remaining days, I just want to ORD in peace and avoid any sort of conflict. I thank all my superiors who have taken good care of me and I hope those insensitive ones will learn to be more understanding.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

GAHHH

Someone get the scum out of my life! Unreasonable, useless, crazy, imbecile, moron, loser, fag, maggot. These are the words you can use to describe him. No he's not my dad. I do not, I DO NOT have a dad, and I am proud to tell you this.

My life is in a mess. A huge mess. My only salvation is that I still have my friends around me, who listens to me and try to help me out. I will press on and finish my NS, after that I will work hard to support myself and move out of this god forsaken house.

Fast forward 2008 please!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

SIAN.NESS

Affairs of the heart, very troublesome indeed. I wonder if there is a way to tackle them without inviting trouble. Haha. I am very near to complete recovery, something I am looking forward to.

Have been bogged down by camp stuffs lately. It seems that no matter how much effort I put in, some people will just not show appreciation. No matter how high a tolerance level I have, there is still a limit to it. Are these things so difficult to understand? I wish those maggots out there will realise things like that, and save the world from unnecessary conflicts.

Sigh, need to head back to camp later. For wat? Go and ask my very "understanding" boss. Tired tired, I want to sleep!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Tired.
Had a super long Saturday.
Woke up early to turn up for Family Day, kinda boring 'cos of poor planning.
Then head down to prepare my cousin for his Sem 2 exam, I seriously hope he can produce a miracle and do well. Otherwise, a pass will do.
Next up, Crystal's birthday party at Changi chalet. Lost our way initially and bumped into Lok at the wrong venue, OMG so coincidental. It was nice meeting him though ((=

Saturday, October 4, 2008

SATURDAY


Booked my BTT today, finally. Test date is like 1 month away. Thank you Luffy for lending me your handbooks, that will save me some extra dollars (=

Anyways, above is a picture of 2 rising stars from Manchester United - the Da Silva brothers, twins okay. Watch out, they are going to steal all the sporting headlines in no time.

Lastly, its elder brother's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

PUASA

Happy Hari Raya people! Happy Children's Day people!
Finally a public holiday after a "drought" of 4 months (including August since National Day fell on Saturday). Thanks to this I caught Man Utd's Champions League match early today morning (= Berbatov finally broke his goal duck ((=

Went through some of my old stuffs. I realise how much I missed you even though I don't show it, I just hope we can go back to the past and keep things that way. Well things aren't that bad now, but you know, the better it is, THE BETTER IT IS. Haha.

Have a busy month ahead, I love it. Simply because time pass so much faster when we are occupied, and even faster when we are enjoying ourselves.

ORD.ORD.ORD.ORD.ORD.......