HAPPY

Updates!!!

Alright here is what I have done recently.

1) Went to JB and bought quite a few items but spent less than S$100. The sales assistant there are pure shit anyhow, lousy attitude, arrogant, unapproachable. All okay!

2) Bought HotShot to kill time home.

3) Watched a few movies. Next up will be YES MAN.

Plus, my bro bought me a bag as a belated birthday gift. Thank you so much MM!

CAMP.LESS

YES, camp-less life is what I really enjoy. Wake up as and when I want, do whatever I want, go where ever i want... These are so enjoyable man, even though it will only be temporary. Still left a month or so of camp life, before I begin to breathe in the air of liberation (=

Feel so much refreshed after days of rest at home, even though I had plenty of time on hand, I found it lazy to blog often. Sincerely apologise for that ya! But then again, don't really have much to blog on ma, because what I actually accomplished during this 2 weeks is really plenty of rest!

Oh but I remember this bag by 4skin at Heeren, it's really nice but expensive. I think cost $79.90. Lets hope I can find motivation to buy it fast.

REGRETS

Supposed to be a promising week. Turns out to be a bad one.

I regret... believing in my direct superiors.

I regret... working hard for them.

I regret... tolerating their nonsense.

I regret... accommodating my colleagues.

I regret... trusting the wrong people.

Reason behind those regrets? Everyone else gets to clear offs from today onwards, but poor me... I got called back to camp to help settle some last minute hiccup. Think that's all, think again. Tomorrow i got to head back camp again, and I have to book in on Sunday night, after being told I have to be in camp by 0545hrs on Monday! Over and above all this crap, my offs for next week aren't even confirmed. Have to complete all these tasks before I check back with Chocolate King for confirmation.

Everyone in camp knows that I deserve more than all these crap and is willing to fight for me. But why the heck don't my direct superiors feel that way? I have been doing all the chores while some sucker just snatch all the credits. I really hope all these will come to an end. Be fair to me, will you?

HOUSEKEEPING

Whaaaa!!! Darn tired, but darn glad too (=

Had a busy afternoon clearing junks from my house's living room, looks so much neater now.

Hmm, next week seems a promising week for me. I THINK there is only 2 working days, so Wednesday to Friday will be off days. Anyhow, December will be a promising month with all the leaves, the offs and the public holidays! Ohh and I will be going to Malaysia, just to kill some time.

PASSED

Yay! Cleared my BTT!

Next up will be application of PDL and booking of FTT.

88 days left before I ORD harharhar!!

Recently I am so caught between choices - to buy or not to buy, to go or not to go, to do or not to do.. blah blah.. Simple yet difficult choices, I think my judgment is being affected by my ORD mood. Its simply unbearable, when something is so near yet so far.

Today? Slack at home till EPL matches start! I deserve a good rest from a hectic week.

OFF

Haha. Had a wonderful day free from work today. I was on the verge of suffering from burnout prior to this man. Made a new pair of spectacles yesterday, not by espirit, but nonetheless a pair of red spectacles. Available for collection on Friday (=

4 more darn weeks before my leave kicks in. Getting more and more excited. I hope all my remaining work days will be smooth-sailing, since I am pretty sure all my days away from camp will be fruitful, enterprising, relax, happy and wonderful.

Come Friday come!

RAGE

Not too long ago, I hear people telling me I am quite a pushover and that I should learn to say no. I tried and I thought people will understand. Unfortunately, people are selfish. They befriend you for a reason, they tell you that you should not say no, so you end up being used by them. Well, not everyone are like that. My buddy isn't, majority of my circle of friends are not like that and of course my mentor will not be like that. I chanced upon this despicable human nature at a place where you meet people from uhhh... all walks of life? Yea, you guessed right. In the army.

Also not too long ago, I started to believe that real friends can be found in camp, but I was wrong. Get me to name someone really worth knowing in my army days, and I will be dumbfounded. I can sincerely give you 1 name - Jerry - only, simply because he differs from the rest of the pack, in a positive way. Maybe he is an outcast, but that makes me one too. Best part about him, I DID NOT get to know him at my camp. Now that is a big fat zero for the number of people worth knowing in my camp.

My last 77 working days in camp. Should be alot lesser given the fact that I did not include my leaves and off days into that value. I have no special request for these remaining days, I just want to ORD in peace and avoid any sort of conflict. I thank all my superiors who have taken good care of me and I hope those insensitive ones will learn to be more understanding.

GAHHH

Someone get the scum out of my life! Unreasonable, useless, crazy, imbecile, moron, loser, fag, maggot. These are the words you can use to describe him. No he's not my dad. I do not, I DO NOT have a dad, and I am proud to tell you this.

My life is in a mess. A huge mess. My only salvation is that I still have my friends around me, who listens to me and try to help me out. I will press on and finish my NS, after that I will work hard to support myself and move out of this god forsaken house.

Fast forward 2008 please!

SIAN.NESS

Affairs of the heart, very troublesome indeed. I wonder if there is a way to tackle them without inviting trouble. Haha. I am very near to complete recovery, something I am looking forward to.

Have been bogged down by camp stuffs lately. It seems that no matter how much effort I put in, some people will just not show appreciation. No matter how high a tolerance level I have, there is still a limit to it. Are these things so difficult to understand? I wish those maggots out there will realise things like that, and save the world from unnecessary conflicts.

Sigh, need to head back to camp later. For wat? Go and ask my very "understanding" boss. Tired tired, I want to sleep!

Tired.
Had a super long Saturday.
Woke up early to turn up for Family Day, kinda boring 'cos of poor planning.
Then head down to prepare my cousin for his Sem 2 exam, I seriously hope he can produce a miracle and do well. Otherwise, a pass will do.
Next up, Crystal's birthday party at Changi chalet. Lost our way initially and bumped into Lok at the wrong venue, OMG so coincidental. It was nice meeting him though ((=

SATURDAY

Booked my BTT today, finally. Test date is like 1 month away. Thank you Luffy for lending me your handbooks, that will save me some extra dollars (=

Anyways, above is a picture of 2 rising stars from Manchester United - the Da Silva brothers, twins okay. Watch out, they are going to steal all the sporting headlines in no time.

Lastly, its elder brother's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

PUASA

Happy Hari Raya people! Happy Children's Day people!
Finally a public holiday after a "drought" of 4 months (including August since National Day fell on Saturday). Thanks to this I caught Man Utd's Champions League match early today morning (= Berbatov finally broke his goal duck ((=

Went through some of my old stuffs. I realise how much I missed you even though I don't show it, I just hope we can go back to the past and keep things that way. Well things aren't that bad now, but you know, the better it is, THE BETTER IT IS. Haha.

Have a busy month ahead, I love it. Simply because time pass so much faster when we are occupied, and even faster when we are enjoying ourselves.

ORD.ORD.ORD.ORD.ORD.......

EXPO

Popped by Robinson's Sale yesterday. Alot of bargain buys seriously. Bought a pair of bermudas and a wallet at "TIAO LOU JIA" (=

Thank you Hull City for subsidising my expenditure! I'm looking forward to more collaborations in the future.

TUESDAY

Destiny is the bridge we build to the ones we love.

SIZZLING

HOT! HOT! HOT! Today is crazy, it's so hot I can't stand it anymore.

Found a "new" place to keep my gorgeous Adidas bag, it is too big to be kept aside without risking it being damaged. I need to find more occasions to bring it out.

FRIDAY

Boring day, nothing new at all. Spent my day at camp doing nuts haha. Lucky boss on leave, enjoyed a rare relaxing day. Its Liew's and Syafiq's birthday yo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDES!
STAY CHEERFUL ALWAYS (=


Going to stay home tonight to watch my beloved shows and also to have a nice good rest. I am suffering mentally daily, because my ORD seems so near yet so far. My plan? Haha. Thinking of sleeping super early everyday, so time will be like POOF! and its tomorrow, maybe I get to ORD faster. Or at least it feels that way.

BLUE

Completed MyORD online =D

Monday BLUEs. Had a heated argument with a friend back at camp, luckily things went back to normal in the afternoon. Hurry up to my ORD already. I hate such FUCK shit and don't want any repeat of this.

Please grant me level 99 tolerance till I start clearing leaves!

KILLER.BUY

I'm so proud of myself (=
Got myself a KILLER.BUY at CHECK yesterday. During the Great Spore Sales in July this pair of sneakers costs $49.00, after GSS it costs $59.00. And now, barely 2 months after GSS, it costs me only $29.50. Can you believe it?!

Sigh, going to pay the Chinese "sinseh" a visit later. The swell on my ankle just won't go down anymore. I hope its nothing serious.

GAHHH

He should use some common sense and quit nagging at me. Different people have different working style, how can he expect us to be the same? Demanding crazy old fart. Ingrate.

COC

The parade is still on, but well... I am not involved! Haha. No need to waste my off / leave on Friday ((=

Going to drop by AMK later to meet J & W for dinner, together with some of their friends? I don't know, haha. Lets wait and see. Okay let me catch my shower and my show before I rush out to meet them. Cheers!


"I'm starting to think that good friends can be found in camp."

TUESDAY

3 more days to Friday. Chalet on Friday (= COC Parade on Friday )= uncle please grant me half day leave / off on that day so i can make it down for chalet and not the parade! I will be a good boy this whole week, haha.

Important findings! I can do myORD online already, and in 3 months time I will be starting on my ORD FFI. My freedom.. it just gets nearer and nearer.

7th SEPT

As of now, I have around 124 working days before ORD, 65 working days before i start clearing leaves. Come on come on!

Hmm, I think I want to go on a short overseas trip (to places like tioman, batam). Maybe can plan it as a class outing? I dunno. Haha. I just don't want to stay in SG.

21st

noobs

more noobs! haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

and so... I turned 21 (=

THANKS GUYS FOR CELEBRATING MY 21st so early in the morn / late in the night!
Appreciate all the efforts you all put into this, and the ultra cheesy cake.. The crust was nice =D
I must admit I was caught off guard by what happened, wonderfully executed. Nic you are so gonna die when its your turn!

060908

Submitted my documents for application of MOE Scholarship today, hope they receive it SOON and let me know that I am scheduled for interview ASAP! I will charge my HP faithfully and not let it out of my sight these few months (=

Shit man, woke up early thinking of going CDC book basic theory test, but arrived late and missed the application time. Thank you so much being late C. Haha. Wasted trip )=

This week has been a frustrating one, witnessing so many people ORD when I am still stuck in "wonderland". But I must say I am happy for these people who have been given the sack, sooo.. HAPPY ORD Nic, Ong, Chan and Yang!

P.S. I will join you guys in 5 months time!

"With you, my life is complete. Without you, the earth still spins the same, but my heart... it no longer beats the same." ©

TONIGHT

I have made up my mind. Maybe things will change, but for now things shall remain the way they are. Time tells the truth about feelings, time lets people mature, time reveals our future.

Just came home from Gotham Penthouse for NUS ENGIN BASH, not really a fun bash but at least had fun supporting my friend's friend, miss ended up 1st runner up while mr ended up winner. Congrats people (=

Gonna go COMEX Show tomorrow I think. Items I have in mind are ASUS mini-pc, CREATIVE's Vado and a nice non-cam hp. Any suggestions on which should be my priority people?

"With you, my life is complete. Without you, the earth still spins the same, but my heart... it no longer beats the same." ™

ALAS!

Finally the piece of paper that had eluded me all these years is in my arms, my very own CCA records! Okay now I can re-apply for my scholarship and hopefully, it will go through this tym round. Please go through, pleaseee.

Anw, popped by NYJC after I'm done over at sec school. Met up with #1 Teacher and passed her some stuff. I hope her students are really stepping up on their efforts to do well, since she's putting so much effort into accommodating everyone's consultation requests.



"Nothing will happen to me, 'cos I promised I'll take loads of care"

WRATH

Took off tmr to go back sec skoo to try and settle my CCA records, I really need a copy of it. If the teachers still keep up with their efforts shirking responsibility, I'm sure to rain hell on them and I wont stop till my aim is achieved. So pleasee teacher(s), do me a favor by helping me with that slip of paper.

RAINY

Rain, rain, rain. Everyday rain. It's getting wet n cold recently. Great weather to sleep, great weather to chill n relax, but all becomes a dread when it comes to travelling n outdoor activities )=


From a show ----
If you hate what you are so much, why do you still live on? I dunno, but deep down inside I tot "I live on for you".

4bia

This is a nice show, seriously worth watching. It isn't like any other noobshit horror/slasher movie, which tries so hard to scare you but only succeed in failing one tym after another. 4bia on the other hand, is entertaining + scary + funny. All 4 stories are interesting, well maybe the 1st one is abit boring. So ppl, catch this show if you're stuck between making difficult choices (=

THOUGHTS

Certain things should change, certain things shouldn't, but the aim for both is the same.
I may have to let go. Not because I'm tired, not because I'm bored, not because I'm scared. But because lovers aren't forever, friends are.


Good news! I dun have to turn up for Sunday's AHM =D

GADGET

There, above is CREATIVE"s VADO, a cheap, slim and slick video camcorder. Something I'm pondering if I shld buy. Gonna do up some research on it before making up my mind, and if I do get it.. check back for some video updates rreeeaaaal soon.

TAIWAN

This may come a little late, but late is beta than never, RIGHT? I was lazy to put this up sooner but since I'm kinda free now, shall take the trouble to show what I got to show when I was in Taiwan (=
Just a few only tho, I'm still feeling lazy to upload everything, lazy of waiting hehh.

siao kia!

1 hit K.O.

boon, me, luffy n who?

dots

precious

LEFT

I twisted my ankle )= hurts so bad DARN!
Wish me speedy recovery okayy HAHA

Came across smting I tot meaningful while watching a Burn Notice, it says "sometimes u gotta lose to learn how to win". But how many tyms r u willing to lose before u win? Or will u simply give up along the way?

Around 5 more mths to ORD, please speed up tym alr.. It's no fun watching ppl ORD one by one before u do, totally torturous!

IFs

If I can choose an ability, I wan to be able to alter thoughts.. any thoughts.

If I were to be an animal, I wan to be a penguin (for a reason).

If I were to make a wish, I wish that I can make another ten thousand and one more wishes.

If I were to miss only one person, it will be you.

If I were to die, I wanna die in your arms.

If I were to choose over again, I will make the same old decisions.

If you were to gimme just 1 chance, I will make the most out of it.. and not waste the chance.



"If you were to see this, I hope you will be touched and let me on good news."

Hello! Im finally back in SG, cheers (=
Taiwan was fun, but I reli miss SG too much to stay there any longer.
Xi Men Ding n Shilin totally pawned Orchard n Bugis bad, can nvr seem to finish shopping at this 2 places, and the variety of stuffs on sale r so much more than wat our 'TOWN' has got to offer.

Pretties in Taiwan r also aplenty, very imba too HAHA!
Bubble tea n Ji Pa there r just many grades above our very own, I do miss dem, ALOT.
'Kiap Kiap' machines r much frenly over there than in SG, spend a little get alot. Plus the store tender even taught me some techniques to improve my chances of 'winning'.
People r jus so much approachable and amiable there. Sigh, why do I miss SG when Taiwan has so much more to offer?
Well, I do miss Taiwan, even if its jus a little hahaha..


"i miss many ppl, many stuffs, but wat i miss most ultimately, is YOU"

MIXED FEELING

I'll be out of SG for 2 wks )=
gonna miss so many ppl here! but i'll enjoy myself for sure..

suddenly rmb smting Ong said on wed while we were going to camp, "hao xiang end of world lidat" he joked. Haha its precisely hw i feel, nw tt im going to leave behind a huge bunch of real gud frens and my buddy.. and OH, u kno hu..
pls fast forward this 2 wks at X4 speed if 2008 is going to flash by at X2 speed! I cant wait to return to SG (=

'she said she like it loads' =D

RABBITS!

Jus finished watching Channel U's Superband, and this is wat i tink.. The 1st 3 teams deserve to go through, while the next 3 shld be gone, esp SYNPATHY! I tink its a sin to let them stay on in this competition, so pleaseee get rid of them, say...... TONIGHT?!

OH YAR! TU ZI's THE BEST (=
support them k!

BOREDOM

yes tt summarises today for me, a sunday will nv be complete without soccer! my legs are itching to kick some balls, help!

TEST!

jus trying to make sure everything's fine (=